In this moment of the Masterkey experience we are invited to see anger and fear as tools for expanding our confort zone. I meditated on that. I still meditate on that, as I did not have any clear answer so far. I have questions, yes. I know that anger and fear are moving massive energy in ourselves and that we can direct that energy towards our goal, our DMP, our dharma. I am not entirely convinced, though. This week, I was reading a book from Katie Byron: she points out that we can live a life free of anger and fear, if we investigate our stressful thoughts and we free ourselves from them. Hence, I am confused. In my heart, I would love to be free of them. My deepest desire is to become calm and free. I am not yet there. I know that there are a lot of stressful thoughts and believes in my mind that can trigger reactions of anger. Often, I also realise that anger is more directed toward myself, than the other person I think I am crossed with…Also, I noticed that under anger, I can often find fear. I want to go deeper and find my way to cope with that, but I am not yet there. Sometimes, I think that I have still a huge work to do on myself, that almost I feel discouraged, even before starting…Fear is also often paralysing me to the extent that I sabotage myself, my plans. Then I feel discontent with me. Not a nice circle. I know also that no one can make it alone, but I have moments, where I truly feel alone in all this work to improve myself. It would be nice if everyone could start working on its believes and thoughts, but I know that I cannot influence that. It is a personal decision, coming from a certain level of awareness. I am doing my part, are you doing yours? 🙂
I finish with a video on scroll 6 from Og Mandino’s book “The greatest salesman in the world”, where there there is a precious recipe to overcome our emotions. I treasure this scroll so much. Enjoy!